a cradle of lullaby

2011-12-30T08:46:00.001+08:00

rasa macam nak pergi beli kertas pasir

nak las kan hati yang senang menggerutu bagi licin

2011-11-17T09:58:00.002+08:00

kawin.

nak cari vendor.

lebih baik buat sendiri.

tanak terjumpa dengan orang macam amymustafa.

susah. nak panggil abang amy ke kak amy

2011-09-21T10:31:00.001+08:00

aku memang dituliskan untuk suka bergaduh

aku memang lantang

paling terbaru gaduh dengan bapuk.

2011-09-12T11:05:00.000+08:00

keinginan paling jitu, nak belajar lukisan. sangat.

2011-09-12T10:45:00.000+08:00

time study adalah paling best. esp time di utm

2011-09-06T08:33:00.001+08:00

2011-08-26T09:17:00.001+08:00

selamat balik kampung pulang beraya !

eii tak sabar. cepat la sabtu tengahari....cepat la

2011-08-26T09:04:00.002+08:00

ini adik angkat saya. saya panggil dia kelada.

comel kan.

minggu ni minggu ke dua kelada ada atas meja saya.

duduk diam-diam ye kelada.

kakak nak cuti raya.

nanti kakak bawak pegi tepi tingkap petang japgi ok.

see u next 2 weeks.

jangan lupa berbuah!

2011-08-18T09:52:00.001+08:00

ada ketul ketul nanah perlu dikikis buang jangan bagi merebak

2011-08-16T09:03:00.000+08:00

hidup selalu dikawal kamu.bosan lah.

2011-08-09T09:46:00.002+08:00

this is my best friend

it has another good buddy, or maybe I can say twin brother

but I don't picture him here

they are closely alike just the twin brother, he got a slimmer eye

I love them as they understand me better

2011-08-08T11:00:00.005+08:00

stress

bodoh typical office its not condusive at all.

dengan protocol, dengan sejuknya, dengan sibuk bilik bilik.

kalau lah government's office macam google's office ke macam malaysia digi's office ke

huh baru la orang smiling je pegi kerja

ni rasa terbeban je masuk office pun malas. dah cemana?

owh bawa saya pegi

2011-07-28T10:46:00.005+08:00

kursus 8 hari. hari ke sembilan, duit kopak.

kuning dah luka buat pertama kalinya sebab bertemu si bontot exora.

time kursus 8 hari main tulis tulis surat setiap hari 2 kali, then taruk surat dalam box.

box tu atas meja depan pintu tengah.

sekarang tengah rindu si kuning.

kuning takde, main telefon duduk tidur pun tak guna.

kuning, cepat la sihat.

sekian, dari kakakmu yang kopak.

2011-05-31T11:11:00.002+08:00

fate brought me to Penang ... but I chose this. and now here in KL

fate gave me an old phone ... but I am giving myself a smart phone

now I know fate knows me well, better as I am more comfortable with where it brings me...

atau aku sebenarnya manusia yang selalu tamak tak pernah bersyukur?

rules of making your friend never feel burden because of her existence

2011-05-31T09:28:00.000+08:00

listed by me

#1. S. M. I . L . E

#2. store in your heart that u r honest to give her a treat.

#3. Portray a FRIEDNLY face. a FRIENDLY FACE!.. means no frown or serious face.

#4. avoid saying negative words such as TIRED or HARD or SIGH while you are agreed to accompany her to do things.

#5. again, S.M.I.L.E with a lil laugh when there are funny words to make her comfortable unless if you are not willing to accept her, put the word “so” whenever she end her story.

2011-03-30T04:53:00.002+08:00

i never knew there are letters written to Juliet day by day

as i hardly knew there are happy endings to any love stories

2011-02-21T02:30:00.004+08:00

aku adalah rusuk
jangan kau luruskan kerana aku akan patah
tapi jangan juga kau biarkan kerana aku akan terus membengkok

letak aku tepi kamu
jaga dan simpan jangan calar

terima kasih tuhan

2011-02-13T16:00:00.001+08:00

double celebration kat situ

tapi yang kelakarnya

2 hari jadi lecturer politeknik dah saya minta berhenti dengan pengarah

ha ha ha jiwa terseksa saya noktah kat situ

comparison

2010-12-27T09:42:00.002+08:00

working in Dungun

pros
1. kurang tahi hidung
2. close to home
3. lower living cost
4. permanent job
5. extra annual leaves
6. pertambahan gaji
7. times to spend

cons
1. different field
2. not so cool
3. no cool at all
4. no glamour
5. expression myself? it wont work

working in penang

pros
1. might involving with public and politician
2. expressing myself
3. this is cool
4. one of the boss ha ha ha
5. love this job

cons
1. not secure.
2. high liability
3. tiada pertambahan gaji
4. contract end on august 2011
5. limited annual leaves
6. far from home
7. lonely
8.

2010-12-13T09:12:00.001+08:00

lovely news to share!

2010-12-10T15:35:00.000+08:00

mata saya mula gatal dan hidung juga mula gatal sejak kebelakangan ini

apakah maknanya?

owh ya pagi pagi pula disambut dengan bersin berkali kali

juga bersin ketika menyapu sampah.

sigh

2010-12-09T16:38:00.000+08:00

i am scared and i dont know what to do.

my punch card

2010-12-03T10:53:00.001+08:00

I HAD A BAD DREAM

A VERY BAD DREAM UNTIL I CAN CRY

THATS VERY BAD UNTIL IT LEAVE SCAR IN MY HEART THO MY MIND

STILL THINKING OF IT

STILL

HOPING IT IS JUST A DREAM

bodoh!

2010-11-25T08:45:00.001+08:00

yang ko nak beli baju yang sama tu kenapa?

bodoh!

the beauty or a beast of being independent

2010-11-14T14:47:00.003+08:00

owh i was catched by wondering that drove me to scare After

i was missing in action fromm penang for a week last week and

nobody is asking tho searching for me during the missing
not the housemate as welll as the oFficemate

then

i started thinking....

what if i am really gone,
will they discover my body or
will it will be buried by time with leaves twigs or tins even diapers

fardhu kifayah bersihkan kubur. ini sudahlah tak datang bersihkan. mengata lagi. aduhai

2010-11-09T11:57:00.001+08:00

i just lost my grandmother

and

i believe she is in a better world.

2010-10-26T17:29:00.002+08:00

I FELT LOVE YESTERDAY BUT I FEEL JUST LUST TODAY
SO PLEASE FEED ME WITH LOVE TOMORROW
FOR ME FEEL AWAY FROM LOST

2010-10-19T11:15:00.000+08:00

saya suka cinnamon

2010-10-18T09:10:00.000+08:00

Lesson #1: The pretty of being ignorance ( everything with pros and cons )

Why pretty? Ok, let me explain

The pretty : The ignorance exactly know what she/ he really want

Example : She /he wanted to go out somewhere, then no matter how chaos her/his house with stuffs and things to do, out is still out. Who cares, plus people are coming to help.

Analysis : She/ he know that she/he want to go out, then she/he will do it by hook or by crook.

“What the other people might say? Who cares, I don’t see the scars! At least I got what I want, and I don’t get tired with all those stuffs.“

I assumed that is what lingers in mind

“Hah? Do I really need to help and stay with the people who are helping to settle the chaos at my home? Really? But they can do it without me. I don’t think I need to stay plus they can do it themselves.”

Assumption no. two.

2010-10-18T08:47:00.000+08:00

It is no longer about experience

Now it is turn to the matter of surviving.

However, I still consider myself adventure enough compare to the blower’s daughter

Erm … adventure is not the matter?

Ok, then I cud say that I consider myself …MYSELF ..

>* so u don’t blow, OK

(smile and blinking an eye)

2010-10-18T08:39:00.001+08:00

Warning:

I really can’t deal with Dr-know-it-all. It’s not that I hate but it is just that I can’t.

I will easily piss off. So better don’t.

Yes, with Dr-know-it-all if you recognize…

tips: Dr-know-it-all may try to act naturally during any conversation

tiba tiba jadi serius

2010-10-14T11:06:00.004+08:00

sekarang kita ada melayu keturunan bugis, keturunan jawa, pastu melayu keturunan siam keturunan lain lain la yang serumpun ni tapi, mungkin tak zaman anak cucu cicit aku nanti akan ada pulak melayu keturunan bangladesh, melayu myanmar, pastu melayu nepal, macam macam lagi lah melayu jawa memang dah sedia ada lah tapi melayu africa mungkin coming soon. tapi semua nanti taraf dia bumiputera jugak lah. mungkin tak eh?

keistimewaan malaysia bukan sahaja bermasyarakat majmuk dari berbilang kaum selain kaum utama melayu, cina, india dengan beberapa kaum peribumi borneo, malaysia juga nanti berbilang kaum dengan bangsa dari africa, dari nepal, dari bangladesh, dari myanmar, indonesia sudah tentu. dari filifina juga. nanti rtm akan buat video clip baru dengan ramai lagi penyanyi dengan pakaian etnic masing masing untuk tunjukkan perpaduan kaum.

owh ya! selain daripada Masjid Jamek dekat Jalan Tun Perak tu yang ditinggalkan oleh pedagang-pedagang Islam yang berasal dari India, nanti kita juga akan kaya dengan bangunan-bangunan lain yang menjadi tarikan. Nanti dalam buku sejarah akan ditulis pula 'jambatan ini adalah hasil tangan pekerja pekerja indonesia dan bangladesh di tahun...'

ha ha ha. satu malaysia

peringatan: entry ini tidak bertujuan mengamcam sensitiviti perkauman

tapi paling pening bila ada orang mulut tempayan dan berfikiran negative dan tak boleh tenguk orang senang. . hurm. . supportive apetah lagi..haish

2010-10-12T11:51:00.003+08:00

2010-10-12T10:13:00.002+08:00

ini lagi satu sengal. dah tau kau ni mechanical engineer, dah tentulah kau tau nak count dan pilih aircond size untuk satu satu ruang kan. ruang office contohnya. atau bilik meeting contohnya. atau central system contohnya.

tapi yang peliknya kau selalu pilih aircond yang size besar besar kuasa kuda eh. yang mesti nak kene pakai kot atau jacket bila duduk dalam ruang tu. kenapa eh? itu tahap selesa eh? atau nak bagi peluang orang mesia pakai baju tebal?

erm ke tak tau yang bila ekon sejuk sejuk ni otak jadi kusut.

2010-10-11T10:35:00.002+08:00

walau banyak mana pun bintang kat hotel tu yang peliknya, mereka lebih concern untuk bersihkan toilet bowl dari bersihkan punggung

sebab tu dia spare duit lebih untuk beli flush mechanism dengan toilet cistern yang canggih-canggih yang mahal mahal daripada nak beli hose yang practical

tapi aku pun confuse, hotel ni tahu tak punggung lebih mahal harganya dari toilet bowl tu?

2010-08-18T14:42:00.002+08:00

if you dont want to do it then, dont

cos it hurt

thats why i shud not beliff in hope

bulan puasa

2010-08-17T05:25:00.002+08:00

is last year going to be my last time experiencing my favurite sentimental tarawih's spot?
with numbers ( decreasing year by year ) of and old folks, the rain drops from the eaves, breeze through the side window, the olds seek tiangs to sandar.....

2010-08-05T08:28:00.002+08:00

HEY

AKU NAK MOVE ON ITU SEBAB AKU PILIH KALER LAIN

HEY

AKU ADA TASTE ITU SEBAB AKU PILIH KALER LAIN

HEY

AKU YANG ARKITEK BUKAN KAU

2010-08-03T09:11:00.000+08:00

bila tang aku ko nak tanya

bila tang orang lain ko boleh pulak diam

kriteria diperlukan untuk pemandu teksi

2010-08-03T08:33:00.001+08:00

kriteria pemandu teksi

1.muka nak garang
2. duit nak cekup

mana yang takde kriteria tu mesti masa inteview jadi pemandu teksi tu guna kabel. tu pasal lepas.

be carefull what you say, backstabber. your big blow doesn't affect us.

2010-07-29T21:40:00.004+08:00

ok...affected...

but just few words of blowing you back

but, i wonder who will be at your funeral

i'm considering my life very easy, i could say i faced no obstacle in following the flow until I am afraid of what is waiting for me in the future

2010-07-23T16:02:00.003+08:00

as i believe,

every person will be tested

by Him

2010-07-20T10:18:00.002+08:00

kekecewaan terhadap tuan rumah yang bernama AR zulkarnain, bos kepada era 3 arkitek di penang.

1. rumah terbakar, beliau tak langsung tunjuk that he care towards the house apatah lagi dekat kami as mangsa of the unfortunate event. perangai DIVA tu.

2. terbakar at 3 in the morning then what we get when we did the initiative of seeing him? we need to wait about 3 HOURS since 9 am to 12.30 pm just to SEE him at his office. dah la kitorang serabut serabut serabai sebab shock, traumatic plus sibuk-sibuk kene buat report police, bomba, barang barang terbakar rumah tak boleh duduk semua banyak benda nak kene pikir, i dont know weather people can imagine or not how miserable we were but what we get is that 3 hours waiting for him. dah la dia sampai-sampai je kat office tu terus masuk bilik dia without saying anything to us and ask us to come to see his in his room after awhile. DIVA tak?

3. ada ke cakap dengan orang dia nak saman kami kerana kami punca kebakaran dan menyebabkan dia menganggung kerugian kerana charger phone bukti kebakaran, walaupun bomba dan investigation officer bagitau short circuit, which is penyebab kebakaran itu mungkin berpunca daripada tv buruk tuan rumah.

4. cakap rumah kami kotor dan ada sawang yang menyebabkan tak masuk rezeki. tapi dah tentu rumah tu kotor sebab smoke asap kebakaran tu. lepas kitorang confuse AR tu ke yang ukur rezeki kitorang?

5. DIVA tak tuan rumah kitorang tu? then dia burn deposit rumah kitorang sebab katanya nak cover kerugian rumah terbakar lepas tu bomba question kitorang tuan rumah ni orang mana dengan bangsa apa sebab dia tak tunjuk muka pun plus tak claim insurans.

2010-07-14T16:58:00.003+08:00

Kalau tengok tenguk pikir pikir, Tuhan tu memang maha adil.

Bahagian yang kita untung tak semestinya orang lain ada, bahagian yang orang lain untung tak semestinya kita ada.

Tak payah la tenguk jauh jauh, tenguk sekeliling je dah cukup. Terbukti dah, sahih.

Tak payah la nak bunyik bunyik, pikir diri sendiri je la. Nanti lebih lebih nanti Tuhan balas pulak nanti, haru.

haish..tapi manusia kan. kalau tak bunyik tak nama manusia la pulak..

p-s bos sampai arini tak tanya aku duduk mana lepas rumah terbakar. tak caring langsung u ni.

2010-07-13T14:24:00.004+08:00

tak payah la pikir keburukan dia. biar la..pikir pasal kebaikan dia je.kite pun ada buruknya jugak.bukannye kite baik sangat pun

2010-07-13T08:54:00.003+08:00

pagi semalam rumah aku terbakar

bos aku suruh aku amik cuti without asking further question

bos housemate aku sebuk talipon dengan siap datang lagi.big bos dia otw pergi myanmar tapi sebuk jugak talipon bila transit di singapore.

bos aku melayu kerja kerajaan

bos housemate aku cina dia kerja private architect firm

kesimpulan- bos aku tak caring macam bos housemate aku

2010-07-09T09:33:00.003+08:00

why nobody question when they went to the mainland for a minute site supervision and never come back for the whole day but they questioning me when I was not coming back as I went to a complete day meeting and site supervision at the other site of the island?

2010-07-06T15:49:00.001+08:00

hurm banyak event tapi takde kawan means nothing and boring

sekian

ps- kawan means gang yang sekepala willing to join and share

2010-06-11T10:37:00.001+08:00

arghhhh! this is so .....................

i've been passing around by treasury's staff for the whole week

then how can i get to know about this central contract?

mana janji janji manismu rakyat didahulukan?saya rasa ditindas.

punk

2010-06-08T10:16:00.002+08:00

an office

a warm word is enough to embrace me

the calming voice is enough to cherish me

i know it needs no season but yes, specific weather

as well as particular climates

saya tak sengaja curik

2010-05-15T17:30:00.002+08:00

http://www.flickr.com/photos/taufiq_azmi

i wish i have him to accompany me in completing my mission of discovering Penang.

i am just scared that i might waste the time here without gaining anything about the town.

but, having him here...it is not more than just a dream

betul ke syurga tu di atas?

2010-05-14T23:53:00.002+08:00

kalau awak dah di atas , betul kah awak akan tunggu dan cari saya yang masih dibawah?

tapi . . .

saya tahu itu mustahil. jangan bagi saya janji.

2010-05-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

kontroversi itu lucu?

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

aku rasa keseimbangan itu perlu

kamu tahu? ada sesuatu yang lebih penting dari suara.

2010-05-14T22:51:00.005+08:00

ada ashtray berhabuk dan berpuntung serta kotak rokok dikeronyok di meja laman seorang gadis tinggal di muara

tiba tiba bertanyakan jiran sementelah hari hari berlalu dilihat tiada seorang pun yang keluar masuk ditemani si asap

namun, jawapan sang gadis itu cukup dan nyata

" kepunyaan dia dan akan tetap di situ untuk terus merasai dia......ada"

2010-05-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

kalau dunia sudah boleh membeli pintu sukahati dan firewall melengkapi di dinding dan sekeliling premis tak boleh dicerobohi, akan adakah aku kamu jejaki atau kamu masih beralasan seperti hari ini

Reading love notes make me aware of there are beautiful libraries by juliet out there

2010-05-13T20:33:00.003+08:00

susahnya nak tidor lately ni

2010-05-12T15:28:00.001+08:00

kalau kawan kawan dah kawin nanti bilangan kawan kawan akan shrinking tak?

2010-05-11T14:08:00.001+08:00

saya jumpa hati saya dekat situ

2010-05-06T15:16:00.003+08:00

esok saya pegi kutip balik hati saya

lunch

2010-05-03T17:17:00.002+08:00

2010-04-30T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hold onto love that is what I do now that I've found you.
And from above everything's stinking, they're not around you.

And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you.

And in the day, everything's complex,
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you.

But I'll miss you when you're gone, that is what I do.
And it's going to carry on, that is what I do.

Hold onto my hands, I feel I'm sinking, sinking without you.
And to my mind, everything's stinking, stinking without you.

thinking of selling my

2010-04-29T17:31:00.000+08:00

OLYMPUS UTOUGH 8000 CAMERA : A BLACK COMPACT CAMERA WITH 10M DEEP UNDERWATER + 2M SHOCK RESISTANCE. BOUGHT IN FEBRUARY 2010. STILL UNDER WARRANTY. REASON OF SELLING: WANTED TO BUY A NEW GADGET. NEVER DROP THE CAMERA, EASY TO USE, WITH ME 24/7. PRICE RM900 (NEGOTIABLE - BOUGHT AT RM1080)

easy girl..easy

2010-04-29T17:06:00.003+08:00

Ini Rumet saya di office

2010-04-29T11:45:00.000+08:00

what can i write now?

2010-04-28T12:41:00.001+08:00

is she invited or she is inviting herself

2010-04-20T09:24:00.005+08:00

I know they have more things in common with each other than she does with them,

They are fashionizer they got money, they got problems, they are so urban they got the pretty face they got talent, they got no distance, they got contacts they stalk.

I know she feels the distance. I know it as I saw when they discuss things or laugh things, she rarely gets involved or asked or even being spread the things. Occasionally be ignored, maybe not but the conversation is only in the direction.

Invisible and left out? Yes she is.

Paranoia? I don’t think so.

Or maybe...

2010-04-16T13:28:00.002+08:00

favourite capati in Georgetown!

a little hoping is a dangerous thing

2010-04-16T09:56:00.001+08:00

| you, better learn and teach yourself |

2010-04-13T10:32:00.001+08:00

It seems like everybody has their own difficulty, but we are human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to learn from the experience of others, are also remarkable to tackle the challenges and take it positively.

The major difference between you and them is they might expose the mess and thing to that possibly solve, put on hold as they are in the eye. Even so, you, repair and don’t put them at the high level or take advantage of it in seeking people’s eye.

It’s not the fall that kills you. it’s the sudden stop at the end. So don’t stop. Move while taking the obstacle positively. Be reasonable. Turn it into good conflict. Help yourself to learn as good conflict never comes naturally.

You live and learn. Don’t worry too much as, at any rate, you will still live as you don’t stop. But, stop when you choose to live without your living.

mene mende pelik bole jumpa kat penang

2010-04-12T21:17:00.004+08:00

orang penang bole bawak jenifer lopes pegi komtar

boleh beli baju size jantan

boleh jumpa mad hatter

huh.kagum

2010-04-12T21:04:00.001+08:00

cendol sedap? ai rasa rojak dia paling sedap.

wiu!

Ini bukan sarkis

2010-04-12T20:54:00.001+08:00

markas makan rahsia pekerja gomen kat komtar. tingkat 5.

sekian dilaporkan.kembali ke sri pentas

p/s- tak sia sia kiorositi saya

2010-04-12T20:45:00.001+08:00

shit aku kene balik awal sebab nanti tak sempat dengan adamaya.

p/s-kekasih bawak la saya hanimun macam adam bawak maya pegi hanimun

Most Top Bungalow

2010-04-09T09:36:00.006+08:00

This is Bel Retiro where I will only have chance to go up and visit as a JKR recruit.

2010-04-08T11:40:00.002+08:00

sampai bila nak maju sampai bila nak maju sampai bila nak maju

kalau semua nak bagi design n built nak bagi konsultan

sampai tua la ko tak dapat experience nak buat mende tu

dun say suc thing n put the blame on me but try

2010-03-30T17:32:00.001+08:00

2010-03-30T13:02:00.004+08:00

dilarang sentuh

hahaha jangan taktau ini bukan museum tau ini pelamin cik tunang kazen aku
hu hu hu klasik kan

2010-03-25T15:15:00.002+08:00

yang tak pahamnya kenapa nak kena tulis amount yang diberi kalau dah tau derma tu seiklas hati? senang nak kira? aish..pelik betul. padahal kata derma seikhlas hati. kalau bagi sikit kau canang kat semua orang yang kite bagi sikit. kenapa nak cerita kat aku panjang panjang pasal teladan kata mengata ni padahal yang selalu bising pasal "bos tak penah belanja" "bos sponsor sikit " "takkan pegi medan boleh nak bagi ni pun sikit" itu selalu aku dengar dari mulut kau. *sigh* ni kira macam mana ni derma aku tadi. elok elok aku eklas nak bagi dah aku tepikir plak karang aku bagi sikit ni mahu mencanang nama aku bagi sikit. *sigh* lagi sekali . ni nak post ke tanak ni?

beautiful and congratulation

2010-03-25T12:38:00.011+08:00

mula mula konflik juga sebab tak tau ape yang ditulisnya tapi berjaya jugak saya pergi selepas dialihbahasa oleh pengantin
ha ha ha
tahniah dan cantik ok walaupun saya tak faham apa yang mc tu cakap suruh makan ke suruh menari sambil tukar baju 2-3 pasang ke atau suruh tambah lauk saya tepuk je~

dari dalam kemre kecik

2010-03-19T15:08:00.002+08:00

wei bila aku boleh balik rumah ni

2010-03-19T11:48:00.004+08:00

seingat aku dulu masa aku tengah hingus meleleh lagi pergi praktikel dari rumah aku kat kuantan tu aku pagi pagi aku bukak tingkap bau bau rumput rumput semak semun sikit kadang kadang ada narjis (eiuuuu - sambil menutup hidung) lembu bagi masuk dalam hidung

tapi sekarang kat penang ni kalau aku buat camtu paru paru aku kompem paling tidak hitam kelabu taik anjing la kat situ.

2010-03-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

if i am not good ... then

kamon express yourself.kalau tak inilah jadinya...bilik air

2010-02-25T12:38:00.003+08:00

*Lembutkan si kejang*
(kononnyalah)

Now I would like to have a Barbie’s head as a ball and her body to be the bat

2010-02-23T08:27:00.001+08:00

i

Kalaulah bukan kerana janjinya dengan kawan baiknya, she won’t stay in the inn

Kalaulah bukan kerana takdir pesakitnya, he won’t be the only guest

Kalaulah bukan kerana pendirian dan kekesalan mereka, their arguments won’t saved each other

Kalaulah bukan kerana perasaan mereka, they won’t keep in touch

Kalaulah bukan kerana taufan yang melanda, she will have a chance to have his arm around

Sekurangnya mereka sempat berkongsi cerita. Sekurangnya, she got stories to tell to the daughter

Sekurangnya, she is not mourning in regret. Sekurangnya, they shared their love before the God rest his soul.

ii

Tapi macam mana pula

kalau pendirian dan kekesalan mereka turn them to be cold?

kalau kerana rentetan perasaan keep them shut?

Kalau taufan tetap melanda and she lost his arm around like forever?

Sebelum sempat untuk memberitahu how important she is in his life

Dan sebelumnya mereka kaku untuk berkongsi cerita kerana marah dan ego

iii

Lalu yang mampu they tell to the daughter is just the regret for not sharing the love and care

And hold the never ending regret for not trying to fix but keep it hanging

Itu sahaja yang terupaya untuk dilagukan

iv

Mungkin dalam kekesalan

*sigh*

Kalau patah sayap rajawali bertongkatkah aku untuk ke sana?

aware be sensitive. fuck off

2010-02-22T17:46:00.001+08:00

kan ni a kind of remedy..save yourself

2010-02-22T17:22:00.004+08:00

stay focus tangan terikat di langit? pegi mati!

2010-02-22T12:18:00.002+08:00

please be better as you're getting older stop dreaming but dont stop hoping as you stop hoping you are dying

2010-02-19T20:34:00.001+08:00

impian tercapai!

2010-02-11T16:28:00.002+08:00

tangan cacat kah kah kah nak buat macam mana abeh edjas dah

2010-02-11T16:02:00.003+08:00

cemin mata sapa tetinggal atas meja dan saya tengan menjawab panggil dari maikel jeksen

hari yang penat

2010-02-05T16:30:00.007+08:00

hari yang penat
pagi pagi pergi site monitor mahkamah kene naik tangga kayu nak inspect dome di roof top
owh penatnya dan takut naik tangga kayu tinggi tu 4 meter kut!

lepas tu pegi site untuk projek mahkamah baru site tu ada rumah lama. rumah tinggal tapi macam ada orang duduk. dalam otak pikir mungkin ada psiko man tinggal dalam dengan pisau cucuk cucuk kat gambar tampal kat dinding
bila jenguk-jenguk kat dalam nasib baik tak ada orang jenguk balik huh!
bila becakap dengan orang jaga tanah sebelah tedia
"dulu yang kes inspektor polis gantung kekasih dia lepas tu buang mayat dekat jalan teluk bahang, kat sini yang kene gantung tu sebab tu takde oarng duduk rumah ni dah"
aku kata, "erk"

balik balik office pulak kat komtar tu rupanya ada riot disini patut la bos call tadi cakap jangna lalu kat bawah sekarang ini saya nasib baik sebab sempat masuk office kalau tidak sia sia kene cuti oh best nya duduk di rumah

terima kasih kerana ada orang orang macam kamu
kalau harap kan aku dah lama di tindas sebab tak mahu bersuara

ye lah.pasif. siapa mahu dengar. bos saya pun sama. mengaku pasif seperti saya
tapi kami menyokong!

tak berbaloi baloi

2010-02-04T16:35:00.002+08:00

pulau dayang bunting kamu freak me out lah!

penat jugak kerja kerajaan ni

2010-01-28T15:03:00.001+08:00

sapa kata kerja kerajaan boleh pegi minum pukol sepuloh?

saya dah bergerak

2010-01-27T17:43:00.001+08:00

saya gemuk!
azam untuk kurus!

duduk sorang sorang sakit sorang sorang

2010-01-27T17:09:00.002+08:00

no interferens

bola

2010-01-22T17:38:00.001+08:00

Having miles, states and ocean in between makes it difficult. But it does exist. It will survive as long as there are wills to work it out.

Check out The CURE for boring phone calls

suddenly i smell tioman. but please let me hold a little longer because it is not enough for me to feel it.

i need something warm. maybe i need suprises. maybe i need something to let me refresh the breath. it is the old breath.

just have a little faith

2010-01-18T16:27:00.001+08:00

hey love story go away from my ears
go go go just go
berdesing telinga ai tau
u ni taylor swift ai nak konsentret buat kerja ni

mushamallow

2010-01-13T17:51:00.003+08:00

hello mr yrrow. how are you? would you be my friend?
erk..i mean, ms yrrow's friend. she is all alone, plus i got ms erac here.
she is all alone too. i dont know whether she loves to be alone or it is the fate for her to have a lonesome days, but i am sure she need company. i know it since i read her journal erk i mean, the curhat. is there any mr erac out there?

hey guys, by the way, do you see mr eye to eye? where at? i havent see him since september.
poor the mrs eye to eye. maybe she need to put on magnets on her so that mr eye to eye feels want to be around her. sigh* perhaps sigh* or may be its gonna turn to be mr eye thri eye or eye for eye or sigh*

cheerish the moment before it passes by

2010-01-12T16:54:00.000+08:00

alia azmi:hahahahha

alia azmi:nawa...

alia azmi:kt rindu la kat awk...

alia azmi:kt rindu la time kt kat utm dulu

alia azmi:sedih ni

alia azmi:sob..sob..

me:utm best kan..

Sent at 4:40 PM on Tuesday

me:jangan cakap camtu..sedih la

alia azmi:sedih

alia azmi:nawa...

alia azmi:miss the old days

me:isk

me:dulu bes kan..boleh duduk2 bincang

me:gelak2

me:kutuk2

me:then gaduh2

me:pastu baik semula.

me:pastu gaduh2 nak pegi makan mana

me:belari2 sebab tanak lambat tanak bawak kereta

me:pastu marah2 keli sebab lambat

alia azmi:hehehehhe

alia azmi:hahahahhaha

me:pastu bising2 ili emo

alia azmi:ala...rindu

me:pastu suruh ili buat air teh o

me:pastu lari2 pegi bilik ili minum teh o cicah biskut

alia azmi:cicah biskut

me:pastu lari lari bilik kish nak menari nari

me:pastu lepak2 bilik kita

me:komuniti centre

alia azmi:lari masuk blk kt nak tgk muvee

alia azmi:heheheheh

me:haah

alia azmi:alalllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

alia azmi:nak...nak

me:pastu pelik tenguk ko buat keje pastu tenguk citer korea bersiri siri

me:pastu layan ko kejap tenguk citer korea

me:pastu panggil panggil ko ko tak layan

me:pastu ketuk2 pintu bilik ko kunci

me:adoi

me:pastu ko tanak mandi malam.

Sent at 4:46 PM on Tuesday

alia azmi:pastu suh awk mandi dulu x nak gak..

me:pastu dua dua tanak

me:ha ha ha

alia azmi:pastu kene kejut 5 minit 5 minit

me:haaah

me:5 menet 5 menet

me:pastu ko tipu cakap kejut tapi tak kejut pun

me:ko tak kejut eh

alia azmi:hahahahhaahhaa

alia azmi:wei kejut la...

alia azmi:ala...nawa...

alia azmi:nak mcm dulu

me:ala tak sedar pun ko kejut

me:ko mana kejuttttt

me:pastu pegi cari makanan kat minimat

me:pastu ko nak nasi lemak

alia azmi:haah

me:pastu jumpa ama kat minimat bawak henbeg

alia azmi:awk nak ihun

me:haah mihun selalu dia buat sikit

me:pastu nak senwich sedap gila

me:senwich taruk dadah orang addicted pastu tiba2 kish naik bawak mende cocok2 dengna air milo kotak

alia azmi:ha ah

me:dengan pakai baju tido skirt dia dengan cardigen

alia azmi:kt pun sama nak air milo kotak

me:pastu ili turun dengan rambut kerniting dia dengna baju dengan skirt bundle

alia azmi:hahahahahahah

me:tapi ko ada air kotak teh boh sendiri

alia azmi:btul...

alia azmi:ade stok makanan byk...

me:haah ko ada stok makanan banyak

me:ko suka beli

alia azmi:suke beli x suke makan

alia azmi:hehehehehe

me:haah tu la pasal

me:pembaziran tahap ultra

me:tapi kite suka barang murah

alia azmi:org lain yg kene abiskan

me:haah nasib baik kawan2 ramai

me:nanti ko beli jeruk dekat jasko

alia azmi:pastu ske pg bundle\

alia azmi:ala...rindu bundle

me:bundle bes tapi jangan pegi dnenga keli nanti dia dapat baju lawa

alia azmi:hahahahahah

alia azmi:saix lain2 x pe

me:hahahahhaa

me:nak utm dulu

me:kenapa kena grow up
alia azmi:btul
alia azmi:nak utm
me::(

pelik

2010-01-12T10:25:00.002+08:00

bukan ke susah orang nak masuk kerja kerajaan. bukan susah gila ke bertahun apply baru boleh dipanggil interbiu lepas tu belum tentu lagi dapat. tapi gaji tinggi lah.elaun itu ini kalau supporting staff tu macam macam cuepacs nak.

tapi masalahnya kenapa pekerja kerajaan bukan semua tapi majoriti lah kerja macam haram. kenapa diorang boleh datang lambat ke office? kenapa diorang boleh time rehat main karem tapi lepas kol 2 baru pegi makan. isk pelik gila.

tapi masalahnya everybody aware dengan condition ni.

tapi masalahnya kenapa kerajaan ambik pekerja yang tak capable untuk kerja dalam kerajaan?

tapi masalahnya dalam ramai-ramai calon tu yang dipilih oleh interviewer tu orang yang tak capable?

masalahnya interviewer tu lah yang salah ye tak? memilih orang yang tak capable?

atau nanti diorang cakap diri pekerja itu sendiri yang jadi macam tu. tak faham lah!